Everything happens for a reason

2010-04-14T09:13:00.003+08:00

Alright, here I am updating my blog after a long long long time of not updating. The last time I update was about few months before. Tsktsk! Its just that I am pretty busy eversince sec 4 plus I am pretty lazy to update my blog too. A lof of things had been going on with performance, musical and my studies. I am glad most of it is over and its time to focus on my studies. I left with my last performance which is awards day this friday. After that performance, I will step down from my CCA. I got to treasure my last performance but I hope in months to come, I get to perform again for any other event (:

Sometimes its weird saying all this as last time, I am so shy to perform all that. Malay Dance had never been my choice and I got no experienced in dancing ever. During the CCA orientation few years back, I copied my friends list as to follow them. It turn out to be great! I met alot of lovely people and somehow, I got interest in dancing. I've been dancing for 3 years plus eversince sec 1.

2010-01-20T11:38:00.001+08:00

I will barely update my blog here.

I am pretty busy with schools eversince I started schooling.

2010-01-06T06:45:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE LOVELY WISHES!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU ♥

Right at 12 midnight today, I received multiple birthday wishes through handphone, msn and facebook, untill I was confused. I managed to say thanks to all of them I hope. One msg after another so I guess I will missed out someone. Anyway, here I am saying another thank you to all of you that have wish me. I appreciate it. And yes, not to mention a big big thanks to all my family for the mini celebration yesterday and for the gift and some $$, hehe. The reason I said mini celebration is because the actual celebration is in the early February, a three days chalet at Pasir Ris. You might be thinking, why not January? Its because January is fully booked and all we can get is early February. So yeahh, I can't wait for another celebration. Its going to be fun fun fun! :D

Once again, Thank You ♥

2010-01-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

Its the first day of school today and I can say that its pretty a tiring day. A lot of new rules was being put up and I need to bear with the changes. It was not a good start for the first day of school as a lot of things were needed to do. All of us trying to adapt to a new changes of the new school rules which was really shocking. I didn't thought that things will turn out these way but I bet in a few months time, I will be okay with that.

On the brighter note, it feels good to met my bestfriend and others too. Back to the laughing machine again with exchanging of stories plus making all kinds of jokes that WILL surely burst of into laughter. As stated, laughing is always the best medicine. I love my friends. And yes, my class is quieter now then before. I can sense that we all gonna achieve what's the best for us to move on to secondary five and get much more benefit for ourself. I do not know I should be happy or the other way as my form teacher is still the same like last year. I hope this year he will be pretty delighted teaching us again.

I really hope tomorrow will turn out to be the best. (:

2 more days to goooooooooooo! <3

2009-12-28T14:49:00.002+08:00

Found this photo few days back. It was edited my my brother's ex-girlfriend and surprisingly I bumped into her last Friday at Singapore Expo. Oh it feels so great to met her again, exchange hugs and went our separate ways. Oh yes, I am pretty sorry for not updating my blog for a long time. Its either I've been pretty lazy to update or I do not have any thing to share with.

On the 19th and 20th December, I went for 2 days 1 night picnic over at Changi Beach. It was fun-filled with laughter and I enjoy every moments of it. The games part was the best especially when it was played between the older people. We played musical chair, chop chilli chop and a lot more. It was so hilarious. And yes, I felled down on my butt while rollerskating.with my cousin. It hurts my butt bone and till now, it still hurts. Everytime I sneeze, I will feel the pain. The embarrassing part is, I fell just outside of the toilet with a bunch of people there and SURPRISINGLY nobody help us up at that point of time. There's this uncle standing behind me and he really just stand there and look at us without even helping, tsktsk. I went for a swimming and gotten myself a sunburn :S

I nearly went to SnowCity for the first time during Christmas but then it was packed! The line was so long till it was continue outside the building. I was feeling eggcited to go but then it was too long and we end up went to Singapore Expo with my little cousin. That's where I met Hady Mirza in person for the first time. The whole situation there was good and there's lots lots of people again! A lot of familiar faces too. Then I went to a mall near Pasir Ris and bought school bags for my cousin. There's like a mega playground on the third floor and my auntie thought of bringing the kids and us (I also want to join ;D) there one day. Great great.

School's reopen in a week time and I've yet to start on my N level Art. Tsk! Bought new pencil box and new shoes for myself. Heading to school one of these days to grab the other books that was sold out last time I came. So yeahh (:

p.s Sylvia should win! <3

2009-12-12T01:22:00.002+08:00

Oh yes yes! Its my brother birthday today! Plus he accidentally drop my perfume and crack the bottle up in my room and now, all my room is smelled with the aroma of my perfume. Luckily the bottle was already half-used. Since its his birthday today, I forgive him, hahaa. But its okay, my birthday is coming soon too and I surely know what he's gonna do about it * winks *

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

I'm out!

2009-12-10T13:56:00.003+08:00

I am so lacking of updates here, isn't it? So yeahh, I got nothing to post about this few days plus, I am busy last week due to my cousin's wedding. Oh yes, I must tell you guys that it was such an elegant wedding that I have ever seen. The food was good, they never stop adding food to the buffet and the side food was a lot. The Deco of everything was totally awesome, love love love it. The void-deck is quite interesting, there's a stairs to go more further and that's the reason why the stage was put at the top. So its like walking up the stairs to the stage for the two love bird. The deco is from Daun D'Co and the food is from Fazana Catering. Everything went well and I bring back a lot of cupcakes, hehe.

On an another note, I can't wait to see my own brother getting married in 2011. Love to see my father already so anxious about this. He already thought about how many people will come to the wedding and who is who he's gonna invite, nak dapat menantu katekan, hehe. And yes, my parents already book from the Fazana Catering and we are lucky that there's a place for us on that particular date, a lot of date was already book, phew~ My mother already said that, she gonna buy the things bit by bit starting from next year. Weehuu, I am so looking for it.

♥♥

2009-12-01T21:38:00.003+08:00

Oh I miss this guy up here so much. I can't wait to meet him when school reopens. Its been weeks since I last spending my time with him during tarian practice during the holiday. He's busy with the musical thingy now and I hope he enjoy every moment of the time. I miss you mann~

I just realised that its been a long time since I last update my blog here. I really don't have any idea of what to post for the past weeks. Without noticing it, its already December! See how time flies so fast. Left with just one month away to school reopens. I've yet to start my N level art exam yet. I am just plain lazy to do it and I know I got to start planning it fast before its too late. Maybe I should get started on it by next week.

(:

2009-11-20T20:00:00.002+08:00

hahaha, it was taken last year :D

The weather had been such a cooling weather. Its nice to get a nap in this kind of situation. I even wore a jacket at home to warm me up. Its always had been a raining season at the end of the year. I had been rotting at home all day long for today. Thought of cutting my hair today but then I thought I better go cut it with my cousin next week. Its been a few months since I last went to cut my hair. My hair now is thick and quite long and I don't like long hair that much. I prefer about shoulder length.

I can't wait for the family picnic again that will held at Changi Beach again but at other side of the beach. Its only gonna be a two days picnic but I know it will gonna be fun like last time. Its a picnic to celebrate December babies in my family which is my second brother. He's gonna turn twenty-one years old soon and he's still single at this point of time, haha. Go get one soon Berr-o-k, get it? hahaha ^^

I am having a terrible stomachache now and I guess I better stop here. (:

2009-11-16T22:24:00.003+08:00

Its been a movie marathon for today. I've watched a couple of video online non-stop till about eight plus. I watched Monster-In-Law, Snakes On A Plane, Home Alone, Dawn Of The Dead and The Love Guru. Have you watched Dawn Of The Dead? Oh I can tell you its pretty scary. I remembered while I am in primary, I watched that show and I got myself feels so scared after that. From that time onwards, I can't seem to find that movie anymore shown in the television as I want to watch it again. Until today, I could find that video in this website. Few days back, I found a good website where you can watch movie online and its super clear. There's still a lot more movie to watch but I can't seem to remember all of it. Since I got nothing to do at home this few days, catching up some previous movie that I've missed would be good to kill time.

Holidays had been pretty boring and it still got few more weeks to go before school reopens. I was thinking of going jogging tomorrow morning, behind my block. Breath in the fresh air in the morning and burn my fats down would be great. * as if I will wake up ;) *

2009-11-11T14:18:00.002+08:00

I am sorry for not updating for quite sometimes. I do not have any happy moments to talk about. I have not been eating rice for the past one weeks. Not in the mood to eat that much. I have only bread to fill up my stomach every now and then.

My extended holiday program had ended this week but still I have to attend school for my tarian practice till tomorrow. Right after that, it will be my holiday till next year. I want to go for a holiday but I guess my holiday will be at home most of the time. Its been quite sometimes since I went for a holiday. The last time I went was Philippine but wait a minute, that was based on school program, so not counted.

Ahh nevermind, I am getting bored right now. I need some fresh air (:

2009-11-04T18:15:00.002+08:00

I remembered how you raise your voice at me, throwing angry faces at me and remember how you wanted to beat me up but I avoid it. Over the smallest little thing, you make it big and started scolded me loudly. I have feelings too. I am growing up and you still treated me like this. Please, treat me like how you treat the others in the house. It always been like this for the past few years. I have been keeping my feelings to myself and not too anyone.

2009-10-28T17:39:00.002+08:00

I just found out that my phone could take this kind of photo. After over one year plus of using this phone, Sony Erisson K810i, now I realised it, hehe. Eemi and myself had been taking a lot of photos in the class to try out this focus. Some of the pictures on top was taken by him. My phone battery had been decreasing during school hours nowadays, hahaa. Love it. (:

School ends in two days time but I still have to attend school during the holidays for a few weeks. Receiving of report book this friday and I guess spring cleaning of the class. Anyway, school had been great over this week. Watching videos and other things during lesson, like today, watch a very about Charlie Chaplin acting as a Hitler in the movie. A very hilarious who to watch. In case you are wondering who is Hitler, he is the most evil man in History. Maklumlah, ambil pelajaran history katekan. ;D

2009-10-21T18:08:00.002+08:00

I hope this post will not be gone away like last time. So, I have received my results and I am not happy about it. Yes, I am happy for some of my subject but most of it not. Although I pass, its not the expected marks that I want. Its true that I have been neglected my studies in this term and I regret it. I should have work harder in this important term but then things have past and I can not do anything about it. All the marks that I get is not enough. I shall work harder for next year as I will be sitting for my N level and hoping to get to sec five :)

2009-10-15T16:08:00.001+08:00

I do not know what happen to my blogger. It seems to be crazy. My previous post gone to no where and I am lazy to re-post again :D I will update tomorrow :D

2009-09-29T23:03:00.003+08:00

Alright, today's performance was greatly great. Everything went on smoothly and tadaa with each and everyone of us working together, we managed to prepare everything on time. I've made no mistakes, I repeat, no mistakes during my performance just now. Usually, I got too nervous and forget the steps in between. But today with more confident for the last performance of the year, I managed to overcome it and dance all I can. Greatly done girls and Zul :D

Its time to get to some serious business now. This will be my last post before I went on a HIATUS for the time being. Exams are just TWO days awaay and its End Of Year Examination people. Another thing, I just received my art question paper yesterday and yeahh, as per normal, art preparatory work again. I'm gonna be busy busy busy doing art for a few weeks and plus study study more for my exam. Phew~ Boleh keluar uban.

HIATUS
Until I got the time to post again. :D

2009-09-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

"Ku susun sepuluh jari untuk memohon keampunan. Maafkanlah jika ada terkasar bahasa mahupon menyinggungkan perasan anda semua. Halalkanlah makan minum dah segalanya. Dengan hati yang setulus ikhlas ini, ku mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Mari kita sama sama menyambut hari yang mulia ini bersama. Let's go! hahaha. Aisehman, okay tak script ni? "

SELAMAT HARI RAYAA~!

2009-09-08T14:58:00.002+08:00

That's how tiny miny my perfume is, haha. Have you people ever heard of this One Drop Perfume? I bet so. Isn't the bottle too small? It had a strong smell that can stand one whole day. I've use it and I got addicted to it. The watch and my wallet is just adding a effect to the picture, nothing to do with it, hehe. My selected perfume is the Midnight Fantasy by Britney Spears. It had a very sweet smell and I loovee it. There's eight to choose from one box but I only love this one. The rest, is shared among my family. Go go and try it. :D

There was supposed to have a remedial today but it was canceled. So, I guess, only tomorrow will; be the day I'm heading to school to get my brains on. I've still yet to take the books in my class. I need to get it asap so that I could get my thinking on the book. Study study study~

Fasting month is left with a week plus and then its hari raya. The performance in still will be held on the third day of raya which is on the Tuesday. We are left with only one practice left for the concert. But I bet, there will be an extra practice when school reopen. I better not screwed up my performance on that day itself. Like the national day concert, fuhhh, don't wanna think of it again. Counting days to the performance :D

*headache headache headache stomachache stomachache stomachache*

2009-09-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

I should have put this picture instead on my previous post. See see see! My art marks shouldn't be 40. That's unfair you know~ Terrible right my marks? I am gonna change what you've seen now to a better marks for end of year examination. I will, promised. Mark this post of mine and remember it till I post again about my EOY marks. I should get the min. target or even better than that. Go eeka go :D

2009-09-07T03:23:00.002+08:00

Alahaiii~

Take a look at the time now! Its 3.30 in the morning. I was asleep for three hours just now and now, I can't get my eyes shut and go to sleep back. That's the reason why I decided to on my lappy. I guess I will not be sleeping back till sahur. My eyes are not tired at all. Hmm, Did I sleep in the afternoon? I guess no. I was at JB in the afternoon. Nevermind, forget about that. So yeahh, its been quite awhile since I last updated by blog here.

Yes yes, I've received my report book. The marks is such a disappointment. I failed my English, I repeat, I failed my english by five marks. Grrr! My math marks is just a border line which is fifty. I am only proud of my science marks and Art? My art marks not confirmed yet as the marks on my paper, is my friend's marks. Understand? Our class Art marks was mixed up. I was shocked okay to see my Art get fourty! * roll eyes * Part ni best, Mr Zur straightly called up my art teacher and ask why. She was curious too! Oh how great, hahaa. Sasha! This is your Art marks on my report paper, haha. Okay okay, stop talking about art, back to my science. As I was saying, I passed my marks and got a distinction. So I said this to Eemi,

Me : " Zul! Aku boleh jadi scientist! *laugh*
Zul : Make a pathetic face. hahahahha.

So yeahh, I am only proud of my sciene marks, the rest, * look away *. Its the starting of the holiday now. I should say its a "study holiday" Left with a few more weeks to end of year examination. I MUST attend the two days English/Biology remedial although its an optional. I don't want to get another U in my report book again. I am not sure about my math. Anyone care to teach me math? ...

♥

2009-09-01T18:37:00.002+08:00

There's always a word called "LIMIT" to everything. We know our rights. We didn't say that we NEVER SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT OTHERS. We do, in fact everybody does. Its a part of us. But the main thing is that, we know our limit of talking bad about others and we stay it that way. You are the one who exaggerating stuff. YOU are the one who says that we're the best , we're the angel and stuff, but not the others. Did you hear them saying all that to us? See, you're really exaggerating the fact you know. Think before you act. People look at us by who we are, our attitude all. And you keep running away from reality? Seriously, I don't understand you. Could you just keep it still and stay it that way? Its simple and it will not take your time. OPEN your eyes and see the world, don't hide.

2009-08-31T20:47:00.004+08:00

Eemi and Sasha edit it~ hahaa.

*You make it this way, so accept it. There's nothing we can do to change the situation. Take a look at yourself before and now. You are a totally a change person. You should know yourself better, so why keep it? Oh please, look at yourself first before you talk about others and I mean it. Everybody starting to hate you, know why? Like I say, take a look at yourself in the mirror and I mean not your outside feature but deep inside. Go and take a look, even a glance. See the changes you've made that make us look away from you. Everybody hates it.

2009-08-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

This picture was taking during p.e lesson yesterday. Guess what's the red thing that was around our body? Its hula-hoop (did I get it right?) We bend and bend and we fit ourself inside it. Its all their idea. Oh I love them. And yes, I played the games, floorball. It was fun you know. Playing with my classmate was the best thing ever. Only p.e lesson could make all of us together. In class? tsk. I have a very small class this year, only seventeen people. And not all that seventeen people will came. So yeahh, you could imagine how my class will look like everyday? There's so much empty spaces. Unlike last year, my class was too big, about fourty-three people but now, SEVENTEEN. But still, I love my class.

And my friends got affected by my sickness that time. I am sorry people. Still now, I am not fully recovered yet. I still had my cough and sore throat. I manage to fast despite all this. I am proud *wink* And I do not know why I am so tired today. Once I reached home, I lay down on my bed and sleep for four hours. I still had my polo t-shirts and my skirt on. So buruk~ I guess I snore? *wondering*

Learn a new dance step for hari raya concert. Oh lala, I can't wait for it. We didn't managed to celebrate it last year, only during sec one. The dance will be a combination of hari raya, deepavali and modern dance. I wonder how the dance will look like. I bet its gonna be fun.

I'm having a hard time to breath. :S

*Ini semua coca-cola nye pasal. Tu la siape suruh minum air coke tadi. Padan muke eeka.

This was taken before the start of tarian.
cute kan?

♥

2009-08-25T17:06:00.003+08:00

That picture was taken just now by Sasha Isabellee without me knowing. See my sick face? Kesian kann~ Anyway, I am down with a fever, flu,coughing and sore throat. That is the reason why I didn't get to fast today. I was okay in the morning, but when I was in the class, my temperature rise up bit by bit. I decided to break-fast early as I really cannot take it anymore. I use about three or four packet of tissue to wipe off that watery slimy thingy, hahaha. Thanks to Eemi for supplying the tissue and sorry to Huda Hyper as I pass the virus to her and now she got it! One for all, all for one okay kak? hahaha. Totally not a good day for me today. Hearing their jokes makes me feel better but whenever I need to laugh, I will give a pathetic one. I got no strength to laugh as I use to. Plus, I love biology class today, cutting of a sheep heart! Its kinda gross in the first place but when I am partner with Eemi, everything when crazy. Kesian hati kambing tu~ We cut the heart into two as told by my teacher and we did it. After that, we cut and cut and cut all the fats that stick to the heart. Ohh, I lovee it. We should try frog instead ehh? *cheeky smile*

And ohh, there's mother tongue oral today. My nose was very irritating at that point of time. Keep ha-chooo and ha-chooo and as usual tissue need to be with my all the time. So yeah, my oral? It went pretty well. Its just that I keep laughing during the conversation. Malu malu. Oh oh! when I was reading the passage halfway, my paper suddenly flew to the back oi~ Tengah semangat semangat baca then terbang pula. I quickly took the paper and skip to the last paragraph. Its so very the windy you know~

Should I come to school tomorrow? Who's going to bring me to see a doctor tomorrow if I did not attend school? Nobody's home in the morning. Hmmmm. *cough cough*

♥

2009-08-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

Tingtingting!~ Its the second day of Ramadhan. So fast ehh? Within weeks, its going to be the month of Syawal which is Hari Raya. Oh wow, I can't wait. I've been fasting for the past two days and its been doing well. Only today, I came across a terrible headache till I almost vomit. I rest my head down and take a short nap but then, I couldn't sleep. I lie down for a few moments but still the headache didn't go off. Plus, I'm down with coughing and sore throat. My voice boleh jadi macam Ramli Sarip sekejap, hahaha. Oh oh, there's school tomorrow. I am so not interested to go. * roll eyes *

Alright, see any changes? Yeahh, I change the looks of my blogger. Hmm, better? worst? you decide :D Eemi help me with the background. Thanks yeahh :D Gosh, the headache still lingering around my head. I guess I better take a panadol and take a nap till tomorrow. Plus, I need to wake up early now for pre-dawn meal everyday.

♥

2009-08-21T18:46:00.003+08:00

Alright, I am sorry for he lack of updates nowadays. As you can see, my common test just end this week and I can say that I am only proud of my science subjects, I pass! I have yet to received my other paper but yeahh, I don't think I could score a good marks. Seven more weeks to EOY and my studies are going all rocky now. I really really need to pull up all my subjects. One more thing, I screwed up my math common test. Bravaa Eeeeka!~

On the other side of the topic, look at the picture above ^. It was taken today during the Inter-Cca games. It was fun-filled with laughter and I enjoy every single game. On one of the game ( not sure of the name ) quite complicated laa the game, rhyme ehh? hahaa. One person need to blind folded which is aina. I need to give her the way as she need to turn three round before walking. I was like, " straight straight.. lari-larii~ ", hahaha. You should watch her at that point of time. The way she runs, was so so so hilarious, kan ainaaa? hahaha. They should invite not just five person per cca but alot more. The more the merrier right? Nevertheless, malay dance got third among ten other Ccas. Before that our place was second but then we got tied with the NPCC, because of that, we need to answer one question and waalahhhh~ The NPCC got it fast. So yeahh, we got third. *clap hand*

Not to mention what's happening in class just now. Still the same situation, laugh laugh and laugh! Hyper was so so so irritating in the class now. Eemi make me cry, grr! One more thing, todaaaay's the best~.

Before I forget, to all muslim out there, besok dah puase oii!~ hahaha. Begitu pantas masa berlalu. Selamat Berpuase yerr! :D

♥

2009-08-14T18:38:00.005+08:00

Sweet kann? hahaa.

My day today ends pretty well with a spending time with my bestfriend at McCafe today. I enjoy every single moment of it. Took a lot lot lot of crazy-cool-lovely pictures altogether. Thanks to Eemi for treating me Caramel Frappe today. I like it ^^ Its a hot day today but it turns out well went we reach there. We sat on our usual places like the last time and my laptop always became the key to take all those kind of picture, hehe. Overall, thumbs up for todaaay!~

Weekends weekends weekends. I am going off to JB tomorrow with all my family members plus my brother's fiancee family. My brother and my future sister in law going to treat us to eat at one of the place there. This is our second time the two family went out together. The first time we went to East Point Mall-Hans River Restaurant. So yeahh, looking forward for tomorrow :D

All this pictures explain how fun we had just now. :D

♥

2009-08-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

Webcam-ed with Eemi and Huda Oggy. No pictures with huda yet. She's so busy playing some games there till I forgot to snap a picture with her. There's eemi there. I had fun webcamming with the both of them just now. Even now, I am still webcamming with huda oggy. I am currently watching Singapore Idol and it was hilarious. Some of them got the voice and I love it. I couldn't catch last weeks show as I was at Changi Beach-picnic as mention on my previous post. :D

I had my Chemistry and Biology common test just now. I can say that it was quite easy except for some question but I manage to do most of it. I will never ever going to leave a black on my paper because that is so not cool. Atleast a "try" could leave some little marks on it. I'm having my common test nowadays. I crush up my history paper. I couldn't understand a thing but yeahh, I hope I can do more better on my other paper. Gahhhh.

Before I end. I just wanna just congratulations to Sarah Aqilah for being the campion for this year's Anugerah. You should watch her performace on that night. It was trully amazing. Especially on one of the song, which I myself could feel the tears in that melody. Cool cool. And yeahh, Goodluck for your future endeavors :D

I'm aloneeeeeeeee again! hahaha.

2009-08-11T17:07:00.003+08:00

I will start off with the time where I spend with almost all my family members at Changi during National Day. That particular Sunday was a great and happening day that I ever encounter. Headed off to Changi early in the morning by a big lorry but not much people was on board. Once reached, we prepared all the things. I went swimming with my mum plus my auntie, uncle and the little kids. Its been a long time since I last went for a swim till on that day. The sea was cooled and refreshing. The weather keep changing from sunlight to windy to cloudy and it repeat back. Went up and get changed. Till then, some of us get a rest and righ after that, all the energy came back. More of my cousin came by and we start off with a game. Firstly, we played volleyball. My uncle was very irritating at that point of time. So the game move on to football and then captain's ball. The last game we played was Dog&Bone. I totally enjoyed playing this game. I never seen all my uncle and auntie was so super hyper active playing it. I had a great laugh on that day. When the night flow, we played fireworks and took a lot of pictures under one particular trees. All ended up in a small lorry back home and we drive past the stadium. Only the smoke of the fireworks that was left for us that night, hahaa.
Great day, Great accompany, Great entertainment.

I've upload the pictures on my facebook. Go check it out! Here's some...

♥

2009-08-08T15:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's performance was indeed great. I know I did a few mistakes but people said it wasn't that obvious, so yeahh. I enjoy myself yesterday. I was so nervous before that although I had been performing for quite a number of time. The reason why I make some mistakes it because at the start, I could not hear the music properly as the volume was so soft and I was nervous. The preparation for yesterday was on time. We planned to meet at six in the morning but I end up reaching there at 5.40 am. Yes yes, its super early. Its because my father had to go to work early on that day and I just tagged along. As usual, I do their hairs and both hudas helped me with it. Everything end off well. And yeahh, while waiting for our turn to be called up, we took a whole lot of picture before that. More pictures are up on my facebook. Check out :D

I am having my pms and it totally not a very good day for me today. I end up staying at home alone while my parents just leave the house for Geylang awhile ago. I am still a little bit sleepy now. Still need a full warm rest.

My family all gonna meet up altogether at Changi Beach tomorrow. Picnic la katerkan. Yeahh, that's the reason why my parents are going to Geylang today. We are going to be there very early till midnight. Ramai ramai naik lorry pagi pagi. I am looking forward for tomorrow. Actually, every year we always sits near marina to watch the fireworks during National Day but then that place were closed already and me thought of going to picnic at Changi. I know its going to be fun fun fun. But I hope my pms won't spoil my day tomorrow. Grr.

Sakit perutt!~

2009-08-02T20:43:00.003+08:00

I am alone at home right now as usual. I am too lazy to follow my parents to JB. So yeah, been rotting at home with doing some stupid short video to set as a display picture for my msn, haha. I was like laughing and enjoying myself alone just now. Even dancing, making stupid faces. Only one person have watch the video that I dance and he will kept it silence ;D *very buruk*

Alright, I had a great time yesterday webcamming with Nana Kambing. After a very long time of not laughing and making jokes, yesterday was the day. We imitate people's smile and something. (haha!) I tried to screenshot her face but didn't managed too. She found out whenever I wanted to snap the picture. *grr* Atlast she managed to screenshot my face! and it turns uggglllyyy. The picture is in her blog. Oh oops! I didn't relink her blog. Find out yourself okaaaay. :D Had a great laugh with her yesterday. Let's do it again and again!~

NJ treated my caramel frappe last Friday and it was good. I'm in love with that caramel frappe from now on. Double Chocolate dah tak pandang dahh. hahaa.

I am missing my Eemi. He should be back today but he still not replying my messages. Come back faster bestfriend. I misss you dudeee!~

2009-07-28T21:29:00.006+08:00

As you can see from the picture above, its my brother engagement that happened two days ago. I was busy the whole day till my hp was put aside and I hold the camera the whole day. I was capturing pictures all around. And yeah, that is my future sister in law (: My parents faces was glowing on that day. I am proud of my brother although sometimes I got V-E-R-Y irritated by him almost EVERY day. He was all excited the whole day. I got all tired when the night come.

* Congratulations abang and kak niza :D

Alright, been busy practising the tarian dance step nowadays. The performance is just next week and I know almost all of us has gotten all the steps right. Congrats to Zul that he got to perform although he is the only guy. I got paired up with him during the dance and there's a part when ONLY the two of us will be on stage. I am nervous about it but I know we can do it? Right ZUL?!~ hahaa.

And I loveee today a lot. Right after school, headed to Yew Tee Mc Cafe with my lovely two bestfriends. Its been awhile since I last bought delicious drinks from there. I try Caramel Frappe for the first time and I can say it was yummehhh!~ Plus chipping some fries. I brought my laptop along and ohh yeahh, we took a stupidd, and I really mean, S-T-U-P-I-D picture of ourself plus a video. (haha!) Its really hilarious. I will just show you the minimum pictures of us. Not all ( the very very buroks one ) ;D

Last laugh.

2009-07-24T14:45:00.006+08:00

Tarian yesterday was super super gerek and tiring. After a very long time of not dancing and doing the warm-up, yesterday was the day. It was a little bit awkward without the sec fours around as they've step down from tarian but it was okay. The warm-up was really tiring and hurting so much on some parts of my body. Especially when cikgu sit on my back while doing one of the warm-up. I feel like crying, haha. Eventually, we all got tired even before the start of the dance. We were practicing a new dance step for NDP celebrations and it totally went on well. The dance its like cool, cute, fun type. I really enjoyed it. *woohoo*

P.S Shafiq Shafiee please join tarian and come on Monday. Kesian Zul keseorangan. Atleast kalau kau join. Zul&kau dapat perform okkkaaayyyy? Aku dah tanya some of them and they said okay. So how? okay okay okay?

Anyway, my body parts are all in pain right now. My left shoulder hurts the most as I my bag was too heavy yesterday and plus I bring a sling bag. So yeah, two words. "padan muka" eeka :D. Even if I laugh, my stomach will hurt. I got a deep cut on my little finger. Pedihh!~

♥

2009-07-20T20:08:00.003+08:00

Alright, I'm here with a proper post now. Been totally busy with schools and some lazyness lingers around me everytime. I am beginning to hate math now, so yeah. A lot of things had been happening in schools including, fights between their own friends or something. I enjoyed my p.e lesson last week as I played badminton with my "lovely" teacher, Mr Hasyim. hahaa. You must see how his reaction when I couldn't hit back that shuttlecock. VERY IRRITATING, hahaa.

My brother engagement is going to be held this Sunday. I can't believe how fast time flies. In a blink, my brother is going to engage soon. I'm going to have a "sister-in-law", hahaa. My family had been busy designing all those engagement stuff. My parents keep coming down to Malaysia to buy those things. This is just a engagement party. What's more if my brother is going to married? Confirm kecohh~

My father just bought for me a notebook from gateway as promised. I have been waiting for it since early this year and I finally got it in my hands. Due to my good result, he finally bought it for me yesterday. Thanks ddddaaaaddddyyyyy! (: * Jumping around *

Alllooonnnneeeee mmmeeellllloooonnnnneeee at home right now :S

2009-07-13T16:27:00.003+08:00

Zul.

I'm sorry for the lack of updates. I got no interesting stories to write about here plus I'm lazy. Currently now, web-camed with zul.
Will update with a proper post REAL soon :D

2009-07-02T15:56:00.004+08:00

Alright, school's reopen and I am still in the holiday mood. I wasn't in school the first day of school as I were at the Swissotel for the AYG thingy. It was a whole-day event and I got so duper tired the next day. I need to wear the Bhutan traditional costumes and seriously, its warm. Plus, I wear my school uniform inside. I look a little weird and embrassed but as time goes on, I get use to it. I even walk around the hotel with that style. Anyway, I enjoyed being the host for this event. It was a lot of fun. I get to see the athletes from different country and it was cool. Oh, I misssss it~

I have not been concentrating much on my studies this week as I am still in the holiday mood as mentioned above. My eyes were sleepy and I sat under the fan above. Nothing changes when I stepped in the class.

Sarah Aqilah. ♥

Try search at youtube to hear her wonderful voice.
She got the awesome voice. Especially when she sang the high notes.
Love it love it love it love.
Woohoo, hahaa.

I'm sleeeeeeepy.

2009-06-26T08:24:00.002+08:00

Sore sore eyes! Gahh, been having for almost three days straight. First it was just on my right eyes then the next day, both of my eyes were infected and my mum called me " dracula ", hahaa. Its hurts so much, because of my eyes, I got a slight fever. I wore jacket the whole day at home. I felt totally cold yesterday. My head was spinning spontaneously. I ate two pills of panadol and rested my head down. After awhile, my body temperature is getting better and better. I kept putting on eyemo whenever I felt it irritating. Today, I felt good. But still, I got my sore eyes on. On the brighter note, my left eyes is getting better while the other eyes were still reddish. I hope it will get better soon. I wanna say sorry to my mum that she got infected too. This morning, her eyes were all red.

For those who wished me to get well soon, thanks alright. I appreciate your care. :D
I need to be in school today at twelve. Going to breakfast with eemi first before heading to school. Will update soon. (:

School gonna reopen real soon.

♥

2009-06-24T14:56:00.002+08:00

Wannah Winnie tag me to do this. So yeah,

Have you ever:

1 - Eaten Beef ?
Yes.

2 - Eaten Pork ?
No.

3 - Eaten Duck ?
Oh yeah.

4 - Eaten Crocodile?
Nope, but I've seen it. Its ergh.

5 - Eaten Deer?
Nope.

6 - Bad Mouth someone?
hmmmm, haha.

7 - Been to Marina Barrage?
Oh yup.

8 - Run Away from home?
Nope.

9 - Peed In the lift?
No.

10 - Asked Money from your parents?
Yes.

This is where it gets personal:

11 - Have you ever watch porn?
accidently open it. :S

12 - Stole Your Bestfriend / friends girlfriend?
Oh nope.

13 - Has make outs ever cross your mind?
Nahh.

14 - Has sex ever crossed your mind?
Certainly not.

15 - Has a girl / boy ever given you a love bite?
Oh nope.

16 - Have you given a girl / boy a love bite?
Nope.

17 - Have you fallen in love?
Yeah, love at a first sight some more.

18 - Have you Shaved your Sex Organ?
huh?

19 - Have you ever had sex?
Its not the time yet.

20 - Has a girl ever asked you for sex?
Nope.

Colours?

21 - Blue
My toilet.

22 - Green
Jealousy.

23 - Yellow
My curtain.

24 - Pink
hmm, couldn't find any.

25 - Orange
my curtain. Its in yellow-orange.

26 - Red
My eyes. Sore Eyes! Grr.

27 - Purple
Its my ultimate favourite colour but no where to be seen.

28 - Grey
Hmmmm

29 - White
The wall.

30 - Black
My shorts

Eaten any of this Food?

31 - Chicken rice
Yes.

32 - Beef Rendang
Yes.

33 - Duck Rice
Yes.

34 - Pork Chop
No.

35 - Chicken Butt
No.

36 - Laksa
Yes.

37 - Chocolate cake
Yes.

38 - Pancake
Yes.

39 - Fish
Yes.

40 - Frog
Nope.

Lucky pick:
Choose 5 NAMES you thinking right NOW?
1) Eemi
2) Wannah
3) Naja Jerman
4) Hannah Maria
5) Hisyam ; my brother

41 -If 1 kisses 4?
Nope.

42 - If 3 loved 5?
haha! it will be cute. :D

42 - Something about 2?
love winnie the pooh

43 - Is 2 popular?
haha, maybe?

44 - Has all of them made out?
Nope.

45 - Has all of them had sex?
Gahh, nope.

46 - Is 3 lesbian ?
Of course not.

47 - Has 5 had a boyfriend?
My brother is a gay?

48 - Do you think 4 likes you as a friend?
hehe, I guess.

49 - The one who you think hates you?
I guess none of the above.

50 - Who has wasted your time before?
No one.

Friends:

51 - Who is like a sister to you?
Hannah Maria and Naja Jerman.

52 - Who is like a brother to you?
Hmmm,

53 - Would you like to kill any friends of yours?
I'm kind.

54 - Taken advantage of them before?
Nope.

55 - Have a bestfriend?
Certainly.

56 - Had enemies?
Nope.

57 - Hate someone so much from
Yeah, somehow.

58 - How do you treat your friends?
With pure love and care.

59 - Made out with any friends?
Nope.

60 - 10 words at least to describe your friends?
They're so special that I do not want to lose them.

Wanted something?

61 - Car
Yeah.

62 - Sex
Gahh, nope.

63 - Make outs
Nope.

64 - Money
Yeah.

65 - Wedding
Yeah.

66 - World Peace
yelah.

67 - House
Yeah, a big big one.

68 - Laptop
Been wanting it for months.

69 - Pet
sometimes

70 - Musical Instrument
Angklung. hahaa.

About yourself:

71 - Your Future Occupation
Air-stewardess.

72 - Your Future House
The one that I saw at Sentosa

73 - Your Zodiac
Capricorn.

74 - Your Height
153 cm.

75 - Your Age
15

76 - Your addiction to
for now, to rub my eyes.

77 - Your Hobby
there's alooot.

78 - Current status
Single but not available.

79 - Current Job
As a student

80 - Favorite thing to do
Rubbing my eyes. hahaa

TAG people to do this quiz:
- Nana Kambing
- Naja Jerman
- And anyone who wants to do it

2009-06-23T15:23:00.004+08:00

Pretty sorry for the lack of update here. Its not that I'm busy or something but I just do not have anything interesting to talk about. I do not want to leave this blog dead. So far, I came across a cramp at my legs and hands this morning when I woke up. I didn't to the warm up properly yesterday during tarian and taadaaa, serve you right eeka :D

I came back for tarian yesterday for the rehersal. We waited for quite sometime for our turn. We end up chit-chatting around and my friends anxiously played the games on iPhone. This rehersal is for the YOG thingy that we going to performed this coming Monday. It wasn't that tough as we use our last SYF dance step although some of us may forget the steps but we managed to do it. There's supposed to have rehersal on this Thursday but that it was postponed. The dates still not confirm yet, so yeah.

Currently my blog song now is malay and I'm gonna stick to this for quite some time. :D
* feeling feeling melayu sekejap *

Let's go LJS soon alright Eemi.
Who knows its just postpoed to Friday.
Mari mari mari mari ;D HAHA.

2009-06-17T15:16:00.002+08:00

JM ♥

Remember this guy? haha. I bet some of you know him. Well, I miss him and the others. Its been months since I last saw them. Oh I hope I get to see them again one day. Well, holidays are still lingers around but it will soon going to an end. Next week is the last week of the holiday and I have not been doing my online assessment yet. I will do it as soon as possible before the dateline. I have been spending my holidays mostly at home but in the middle of it, I went out with my families and cousin. Something happened on one of the day we went out.

Last week, I went to Johor for wedding with four cars. As usual, it was jam. We were stucked for almost three hours. After a long time waiting, finally we pass the Malaysia Checkpoint. WE went straight to the wedding. Its a kampong and unfortunately its raining but its cooling. After the wedding, my father's car couldn't start. Luckily the other cars had not gone yet. So my uncle help out and finally it could start. We went to search for a work shop around to change the bettery car and by the time, its getting late. Then suddenly the other two cars face a problem. Both of their wheels went out as there's a long nail poked into the wheel. End up, three cars have to spend time in the workshop. We went to a supermarket for a last shopping and went straight home right after that. It was a long day with jam and car break down. * macam-macam *

Alright, on the brighter note, my brother will be back in two days time! Woohoo, can't wait for him to come back. He had gone for two solid weeks and I miss him. haha. I hope his body weight had gone down. haha. I will be fetching my brother with my mother this friday. Hmm, :D

♥

2009-06-11T12:17:00.002+08:00

Zulhilmi!

This guy here is so amazing that I do not want to lose him. He is the best bestfriend that I ever had in my whole life. He never fails to make us laugh with his stupid and crazy jokes. He finally turns fifteen today and I know he is super happy today with the special present he had received. He will always be there when I need him. You know you're the best. I love you gagap! :D Once again,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY! :D

2009-06-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

I have been pretty painting my class for a few days. Its total changed of the back wall of my class with some art-ing going on. Yet now, the class is still in a total mess as we kept postponed the day plus we were too lazy to clean up the class. Maybe tomorrow, we will finish the class up with proper clean up. I have my malay dance practice tomorrow as I got performance right on the first day of school. Phew.

My second brother have served his NS last Thursday. I followed my parent to send my brother to Pulau Tekong and I can say that its a nice place there. I love the beautiful scenery of the place, colourful. We went touring around and it went well. We bid goodbye to my brother and of course my mum was crying a she will be gone for two solid weeks. He would called everynight and I will say " dah kurus belum? " hahah. I bet his size will change when we come out on the 19th. Woohoo, can't wait. :D

2009-05-29T18:43:00.005+08:00

The Advance Elective Module was indeed a memorable experience ever. I enjoy every moment during the five days course. My mistake, it was actually held at Ngee Ann Polytechinc not Nanyang. I was confuse at first. Anyway, I scored an "A" for my overall course and I'm glad with it. We have a lot of fun during the course. A lot of new things that we've learned from it. I know a little about nursing now and the long term disease. Gonna miss my moment during the course.

On the other hand, I pass my Mid-Year overall. I am quite satisfied with my result. I will be comingdown for Achiever's Tea for the first time and I hope it went well. Today is the last day of school and as usual, spring cleaning in the class. The class was sparkles I guess. I will come back to school for some activity.

My tummy ache :S

More picture's of AEM here ;
http://juchan4ever.blogspot.com/

2009-05-21T18:29:00.003+08:00

Alright, I am so tired today. My school was having our sports carnival today at CCAB which is near Evans Road. Its so far away and we need to get up early to reached there before the event start. I went there by train as I know the bus will be packed with regenites. I almost slept in the train. Today's event was indeed great I enjoyed myself today. I played captain's ball, ultimate frissbee and fringe game. I enjoyed every singel game I played today. The three-five student were so irritating when playing captain's ball. Once I got the ball, they were like surrounding me and I can't even pass the ball to my friend,seriously, very very IRRITATING. I gave up and let them win the game. Frissbee was fun. Played with class three-three was fun not but with three-seven. All boys and they didn't give a chance to us. As for the fringe game, we were supposed to play a couple of game and get a stamp but indeed, we stamp on the card ourself without playing it, haha.

We got to hold Aisha's camera and it was enjoyable! We took a lot a snapshots of people around and their reaction was hilarious. Took a lot of pictures including our stupid faces. Even some of the teacher were taken too. Mr Greg even pose himself. I really enjoyed myself today and I hope there will other great event coming soon.

Next, its Advance Elective Module course that will start tomorrow till next Thursday. The course will be held at Nanyang Polytechnic from eight am to five pm. Its gonna be a long day and I hope it will be great. I may not have the time to update my blog next week. As for my result, I pass all my subjects overall but some of my subjects were just pass by fifty something. I got distinction for my malay and art I guess. So far, my english and math is the lowest marks among the other subject. Gahhhh ;

Okay penat :S

2009-05-21T18:19:00.005+08:00

Huda Hyper tagged me to do this (:

1 ) Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss.?
cheeks. Eh wait, forehead (:

2) How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?

very sleepy as I need to get up early today.

3) Who was the last person you took photo with.?

Not sure as I was playing around with aisha's camera around
and keep on clicking the button to take picture just now ;D

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled.?
uhmm, no.

5. Would you ever donate blood.?
Oh yes I do.

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex.?
Oh yes, certainly.

7. Do you want someone dead.?
Nope.

8. What does the last message say ?
" Kau nak tahu something. Muke aku dah gelap sikit sia.
Muke mcm kena sunburn gto.
All thanks to the sun "
- Wannah Azman :D

9. What are you thinking right now.?
My Bill. :S

10. Do you wish someone with you right now.?
Yes I do.

11. What time you went to bed last night.?
right after the show Erlin Montel (:

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now.?
Someone bought it for me;
A simple T-shirt from Australia.

13. Is someone in your mind.?

Oh yes yes yes. :D

14. Who was the last person who texted you.?
Wannah Azman.

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz.
Anyone who wants to do it, just do. :D

2009-05-14T15:08:00.004+08:00

Alright, alright. Like finally, exams are over! I have been so busy busy busy this few weeks with the art preparation work and study for exam. I got no time to update my dusty blog here. Finally today, all those stayback, drawings, books, had been put aside. I could not finish my art prep work that much for the last page but oh well, the first few pages were drawn with a lot of work. I have been doing art right after I reached home till night arrived, so so tired. Today was the last exam which is art. Art paper takes three hours and I am so lethargic in the middle of the exam. My drawing block even flew outside the class while I'm stretching myself, haha. I rest my head down since I felt a little giddy. I fall asleep for about fifteen minute and it feels gooood :D hehe.

Alright, first paper was malay. Paper one was easy while paper 2, I got stuck somehow but it went smoothly. Next was english. For this paper, I got only hope in paper 1 as its easy but paper 2, I got no hope. The paper was so difficult and not just for me but I guess for the whole school. I heard around that they had difficulty in doing the english passage. I know I'm gonna fail my english paper 2 badly. I can do my chemistry, ss, MLC paper well and I hope I could pass this paper. I had difficulty in doing math paper 1, it was quite tough. So I was hoping paper 2 was easy but then it turn the other way. I could't think too much in doing that paper. * macam nak pecah kepala *. Biology was average. Overall, I hope I could pass my Mid-year.

We had trouble in math as our teacher was having a long MC. Its not fair to us as we do not have a proper math lesson. We missed a few lesson till a relieved math teacher came in and teach us. It helps but they didn't take up much. There's still more to catch up but there's not much time left. I know I'm going to fail my math :S

Till then :D

2009-05-01T19:03:00.005+08:00

There's a celebration for all the SYF CCAs yesterday. All certificates were given out to the respective instructor of different CCA. After the mini celebration had over and done with, there's food session. As per normal, Zul was so eager for the food session, haha. See those mickey's hand on that picture? It was given by Cikgu Sudirman, our malay dance instructor. Isn't it cute? Eachof us gotten one from him. A big thanks to cikgu (:

As most people know, my father was admitted to hospital since last Tuesday. My mother called me while I'm in class, telling me that my father was admitted. I was so worried and couldn't concentrate on my studies since I got the called. My brother fetch me from school and rushed off home to change and went to SGH. Once I reached there, I saw him. My father couldn't move too much as the pain will come. He suffered from a back pain. He got once operate his backbone and I guess the pain came back. That's the reason why my father got admitted. On the brighter note, he will be coming home tomorrow. I just came back from hospital few hours ago. I could't went up as only one visitors is allowed due to the safty precaution of the swine flu. It was such a long queue just to record our names. My father end up coming down we went for lunch. Less travelling, he's coming home tomorrow :D

I had been down with too many things to think about. One problem came after another. I couldn't consentrate on my studies that much in school nowadays. Thanks to Zul for being there when I'm down with all this problem. Mid-year is just this Tuesday and I hope I will do my best and score the best marks I can. I know I can, its just that how I will react to do it.

Enjoy the weekends! (:

♥

2009-04-27T12:02:00.006+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. A lot of things had been happening in my life lately. My exam is just next week and I'm not totally get all the subject points in my head. My brain have not been working hard. Too many things too handle. I got only this week left to prepare for my mid-year. I need to buck up real fast to prepare. I have not start on my art prep work yet, gahh! I feel like shouting out loud in my room. I suddenly cried just now and it doesn''t feels good, really. I need a warm hug from someone.

My grandmother ; Jarian Binte Arun

telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada 22/04/09
Moga rohnya tenang di alam sana, amin.

Al-fatehah.

2009-04-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!

Well well well, this girl here just turn fifteen today. I have just wish her just now about twelve plus. I was late by a few minute as imeem suddenly slow down just now.I drew something on a paper and played a happy birthday song in the background during a video called with her. I have been going through a lot of good times with her. She is my laughing machine. Just right in the morning, there must be a stupid joke that make us laugh. Buying "food"in the morning was another thing. Only me and her know about it. We knew each other since we were in sec one and then till now and still going much more stronger. She may be IRRITATING&CRAZY at a time. You guys should see her one ugly photo, its hilarious. Alright alright, presents for you will be coming soon by this week okay. And one, two, three, Happy Birthday shorty! * hugs *

P.S Hope you like my birthday wishes this year. ;D

2009-04-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

The presentation for the YOG ; Bhutan thingy was today and I can say that it was such a mess. We prepared everything for weeks and then all turn out to be shaky. We were hoping for three microphone to be there but only one mic that works. The intro part was totally a mess. There's laughter all the way when we were presenting it. The laughter brings us down but not giving us the support. We just go through all the way till the very last slide. We were shaky on stage especially Zul, I can see that plus Wannah too. There's suppose to have a quiz but we were told not to do it as there's not much time left. I was so eager to do the quiz but all went down the drain. I am not totally satisfied with this presentation. Plus, we came in third for this. 3-3 won the first place. On the brighter note, among the ten class, we are one of the top three that were selected to present it to the school. Getting third isn't that bad, the three of us were totally down about everything but the teacher in-charge of this trying to convince us that we've done our besttoday and they are happy about it after we got the certificate and the prize. We gave those kinda bueno prizes for the quiz to the teachers, Ms Tho, Mr Eng and Ms Tan. They are the one that have been with us throughout the rehearsal for this YOG. Its been a great experience doing this project. I had fun somehow :D

I don't have any math lesson as the teacher is taking a long medical leave. I hope she is alright. She will come back on the fourth of May which is about two or three weeks time. I will not have a proper math lesson for the time being. How am I gonna cope with this subject? Exams are coming in a few weeks time and my teacher is not here. I am now trying to ask for help from my previous math teacher which I hope it helps while my current math teacher is away. I am so stress with school works. Some subjects are quite hard to understand, grrr!.

I need to get some walk to relax my mind. Home and school is the same place but I prefer school as it more peaceful. I was tired and mum suddenly makes my mood off till now. Gahhh! I need a break.

2009-04-11T19:16:00.002+08:00

I am not feeling well this few days. I am down with coughing, flu, slight fever , heavy headache and sore throat. Its killing me. My sore eyes has cured but other illness came by. The Y.O.G project had been keeping me awake this few weeks. I've been doing the slides for weeks and I get tired of it. No matter how, I will still do it.

I can't believe that SYF had long past. I miss those endless practice with my friends and my senior. The seniors are going to step down from CCA soon to concentrate more on their studies. I miss those laughter, jokes that we use to make during practice. I will miss them. By getting Silver for the result, I think we've done our very best. Although we didn't get the Gold, I know the school is proud of us. We've gone up from Bronze to Silver. There's a change and we should be happy about it. :D

I've been staying at home this few days as my condition is too weak. I'm aloneat home now. Parents out to Johor and brothers out to work. I wanted to followmy parents but then my head is heavy to go out. Froot Loops and milk is the thing that is going to be my food now. I'm trying to lose some weight (: I'm getting my rest now. Toodles.

2009-04-08T17:15:00.002+08:00

Singapore Youth Festival (SYF)
Malay Dance ;
SILVER is the result.

2009-04-07T21:29:00.006+08:00

Malay Dancers

Alright alright, SYF was today. I know we've tried our best today and I hope the result will be turning out good. As it was my first experience, I felt pretty nervous right in the morning. I was in school by six plus in the morning and get dressed right after carrrying thing up to the music room. Everyody was busy doing the make-up, hairdo and many more. As time goes by, it reached the time. We headed off to UCC. I sat in the bus with Zul and we hear some tunes to overcome our nervousness. As we reached, I saw many other schools have arrived there. While waiting for our turn, I recite some prayers before going in. It helps. Time travels and its our turn. We dance the most we can and forget about those cramps in our legs, until its done. When I first came in to the stage, I already saw the judges face and it was scary. Each small light for one judges :S Went up to the hall ans sitted to watch other school dance. They were pretty good. :D Took a a lot of photo when we're done with it. Tomorrow is the result and I hope it will turn out to be good. Here are the few pictures that I managed to get but there's still more! :D

♥♥♥♥♥

2009-04-04T15:53:00.004+08:00

AWARDS DAY ;
My pathetic eyes, spoiler.

well, well, well, after eight months of not performing on stage, yesterday was the day! It was Awards Day concert and it went well. I know I did some mistakes but I'm sure that SYF I will do better than yesterday. I enjoyed dancing yesterday. When the curtains open, I saw alot of people. I was feeling terribly nervous at that point of time but I kept all the nervous feelings with putting a smile on my face. I continued the dance and I am somehow satisfied with everything. I am very impressed with the boys who had did their best on their first performances. Everything goes on well till the concert end. Plus, our principle, Ms Lo, said that we could get a Gold. I bet with doing our best during the SYF, we will surely get a Gold and make everybody proud of us :D

SYF are coming in three days time. I need to remember the last part of the dance. This is the mistakes I make yesterday during the concert. Three more days and that's it, gahh. I am a little nervous about it. Zul first performance was great yesterday. I'm happy for you. SYF, we will do better than yesterday okay.

♥

Aina :D

Alamak, Zul laa. hahaha ♥

2009-03-31T19:07:00.006+08:00

Remember on one of the post about March birthday celebration?

So, here it is.

He's the on that always push us during the game.

His wife. haha.

1,2,3 smile!....

She sat on me :S

Enjoy!

2009-03-27T20:49:00.003+08:00

Oh hey hey hey! This week had gone so fast that it is Friday now. I enjoyed this week with full of things that had happened especially today during Bio lesson. I was so dumb dumb just now . We were at the lab to do some experiments and all things get a little crazy when the experiment is done. Tarian practice been tiring all the time but once this competition is done with, it will surely have a sense of relieved. A little more focus and it will be done with. I know all of us will give their best during the day itself. A week plus and that's it. I'm gonna be busy next week with the same reason plus on this third April, there's Awards Day. I will be performing on that day. Cultural Night was the last time I perform, its been like eight months I've not been performing any event. I'm gonna give my best shot.

Alright alright, enough about school. I am done with a terrible sore eyes. I've been having it for the past two days. It getting worse day by day. Eyemo doesn't works that much. It is so irritating that I kept rubbing my eyes again and again. It is now so reddish and watery. I got a leg cramp on both on my legs because while doing some exercise during p.e lesson. Even my butt too. I must slowly seated down so that it won't hurt. Ohhhh ahhhhhhh ouchhhhhh :S

I have done the Bhutan project that my class need to do it. So glad that we've finish it fast. I bet I have not time to do it next week as I'm busy plus will be going back late for a few days. Not forgetting if there's any homeworks given. * rubbing my eyes * :D:D I'm gonna take my rest now. My eyes are too tired plus it is painful. Enjoy your weekends people. Till here then :D

Those who can laugh without cause have either
found the true meaning of happiness or have gone stark raving mad.
Some cause happiness wherever they go; others whenever they go
Don’t rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth.
Only you can be responsible for that.
If you can’t love and respect yourself - no one else will be able to make that happen.

2009-03-22T21:35:00.003+08:00

Alright, holidays gonna end real soon. School gonna reopens tomorrow. Holidays been quite okay not that interesting. My family held a birthday party yesterday for my mum, auntie and my cousin. It was totally fun. We played the game " twister " and it was awesome. My uncle which the age was thirty something going on forty was behaving like a little kid. He was playing the game together with me and my two other cousin. Guess what? He push us till we fell and he'll won the game. There's one time when he push me and his butt accidentally sat on my leg. I was like ouch, grr! I am still waiting for the photos from my cousin and when I got them, I will post those picture when we're playing that time. I enjoyed every moment yesterday. Next birthday gonna be in May, June and July. I think there's more till December.. Sure there's gonna be a party again and again. Oh I so love it :D

SYF are coming in about two weeks time! :S

Climb the mountains and get their good tidings.
Nature's peace will flow into you as sunshine flows into trees.
The winds will blow their own freshness into you,
and the storms their energy, while cares will drop off like autumn leaves.

Goodnight Readers :D
Happy Schooling tomorrow!

♥

2009-03-16T18:01:00.004+08:00

I use almost the whole day today in school and UCC. I am totally exhausted. Alright, the UCC stage was like totally big and the spotlights are totally irritating. It shine totally into my eyes and make me feel a little dizzy at first. I can somehow feel the dance when I dance at the stage there. The entire hall was totally quiet when we was on the stage. I can feel the pressure. As time past by, migraine attack and it was killing me. I took two tablets of panadol to kill the pain. Apart from that, I was not doing fine during the dance. I feel like fainting/vomit anytime but luckily I did not. It was totally an experience of how SYF feel like. I did not enjoy much as the migraine was totally in pain. There's another practice tomorrow, same thing almost using the whole day tomorrow.

I am still having that migraine. It was somehow better than just now. I hope I do not get the pain again tomorrow. My body is feeling super tired now and my eyes too. I need a full, good rest now. Will update again soon :D

2009-03-14T19:12:00.004+08:00

School's out and holidays in. Somehow I'm quite happy with my grades for this term one. Two distinction and no Fail with a capital F :D. I got some credit from my second brother, $$$. Thank you okay. I saw a small paper and some money in my report book this morning when I open it. I will show the picture later.

Alright Holidays are here and there's quite a list to do which is homeworks, online assignment and CCA. Will be going back to school on Monday and Tuesday for tarian training. It is quite a long training but it is better to spend time in other place then at home. Some of the online assignment could not be open. That's the reason I don't like doing my homework online. It is totally irritating when we were ask to do the work, but it cannot be open and the thing is, we are to be blame for not doing the work. Anyway, I enjoyed a lot this week :D I will try to update as much during the holidays. If there's anything great happening during the days. :D Look at the picture below.

Look at it, it looks cute. :D
" Get grade 1 or 2 for all subject next exam.
I give $100 bonus. :D Good Luck! "

This is what he wrote. I will try my best on my next exam and IF I do get it, better keep your promise and present me a hundred bucks alright, hehe. Thank you for that Twenty-two dollars! :D

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us.
People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness.
Just because they’re not on your road doesn’t mean they’ve gotten lost.

2009-03-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

Left with one more weeks to go till the holidays arrive. I am not looking forward to the holidays that much as I know I will be at home much often. I will be having two days of tarian rehearsal during the holidays. School had been good so far with studies and cca occupied together to past time. Art lesson somehow have been interesting and I'm done with the still life drawing which is given as homework till the next lesson. The first three days of the weeks, the school was quite quiet as the lower sec was away for their camp but they are back on the Thursday. I am so hate the weekend. I can't wait for school :D

When we understand that man is the only animal who must create meaning,
who must open a wedge into neutral nature,
we already understand the essence of love.
Love is the problem of an animal who must find life,
create a dialogue with nature in order to experience his own being.
To be loved for what one is, is the greatest exception.
The great majority love in others only what they lend him,
their own selves, their version of him.

2009-02-28T12:27:00.005+08:00

Bearing the pain at my leg for now. Its been aching for the past 2 days. I've been trying to fully focus during lessons now. Somehow I get a little distracted sometimes, but it was okay. It was quite a fun and tiring week. I have always enjoy during english and bio lessons so much. As the same teacher teaching this two subjects, we always had fun at the end of the lesson, that was what happened yesterday.

Something happened on one of the day which makes me so angry or something. Only one person knows this. It was like a mixed feelings of anger, irritated and some other feeling that I don't know how to express it. Somehow I still have a little anger at that someone about that incident. I know, slowly the anger will fade away. As days past by, the feeling of becoming a teenagers had change alot. I have always have the feeling of gloomy and not in the mood whenever I step at home. It was like a totally different environment.

There are as many nights as days,
and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course.
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness,
and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon,
but that we wait so long to begin it
We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

2009-02-22T15:32:00.003+08:00

I'm back after about a week gone from my blog here. Last week was quite a tiring week. Tarian practice, finish up art and school works. I just had my science ang english common test last week and proudly I could say that I've passed my science test. Although its not really that high marks, I am still happy with my marks. All my hardwork paid off with that marks that I got. I still have a few more papers to go through next week which is humanities and my math. I hope that what I have studied for these both subjects will show a good result later on. SYF are about 1 months away and our practice are getting tighter. Been going back late for quite sometimes. I really need to put my focus on whenever I am practicing the dance step.

Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel,
for love is not ours to command.
We are made for loving. If we don’t love,
we will be like plants without water.

Love understands all languages.
It is love that makes the impossible possible.

All love at first, like generous wine,
Ferments and frets until ‘tis fine;
But when ‘tis settled on the lee,
And from th’ impurer matter free,
Become the richer still the older,
And proves the pleasanter the colder.

♥

2009-02-14T20:11:00.005+08:00

Oh my, I suddenly miss them alot. I was browsing all those pictures of memories with them and I felt so sad. I wonder when and where we could meet again. I just hope that we could meet again one day. I will surely give a warm big hug to all of you. Its been almost seven month we've not met and I hope it will not be forever. Its great to have friends from other country but it feels pain too whenever we could not easily will get to meet each other again. How I wish I could follow the express art class student to PHSA. They are going there during the June holidays I guess. While I'm going to Bintan for the camp this year. I miss all you you to the bits! * hugs *

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
The reason it hurts so much to
separate is because our souls are connected.
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.

♥

Happy Valentine's Day!

2009-02-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

My body felt restless every now and then. I tried hard paying attention in the class with those sleepy feelings. I do sleep early but still, feeling sleepy in the class. I guess I really need a whole-day rest during the weekends. I could still captured some learning during those few lessons. All of the lesson now was just a revision type of study as common test are just days away.

The hush cooled wind outside makes me feel relax and somehow sleepy, hehe. I love the cold wind at night. I was yawning away when I am standing near the window feeling the cooled wind. I guess I need to end this thing with a full-stop fast so that I could go to my bed and prepare for the snoring, chey :D Goodnight Lovelies.

"I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight.

I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, who has sight so keen and strong
That it can follow the flight of song?

Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend."

♥

2009-02-08T18:33:00.003+08:00

The weekend had past so fast and tomorrow is already Monday. Plus, will be going back late tomorrow. I guess, I will be updating my blog here mostly on weekends. I am pretty much busy with school everyday. My mind is going crazy with all those subjects to be learn. Common test are coming soon and I need to refresh my mind with everything that is needed to pass the paper. I need a complete mindset and I'm prepared.

The chances are that you have already
come to believe that happiness is unattainable.
But men have attained it.
And they have attained it by realising
that happiness does not spring from the procuring
of physical or mental pleasure,
but from the development of reason and
the adjustment of conduct to principles.

♥

2009-02-02T19:11:00.005+08:00

I enjoyed school today, alooooooot. I was like a laughing machine all day long. Laughing and talking over a little stupid craps in the class. I do focus on my studies too. It happened when we finish doing our work and there's nothing to do. I enjoyed english lesson alot today, hehe. We were supposed to do a worksheet but me and Zul had done with it. We ask permission from the english teacher to on songs on his laptop but we did something else. There's a camere a at his laptop and guess what? We took our picture and set it as desktop background, haha. My teacher didn't notice it till it was the end of the class. I loveeee how his expression looks like after he looked at his laptop. It was hilarious. :S

I need a keyboard, pleaseeeeeeeeee? :DD

We put the first picture as the desktop background.
This are the pictures we took :D

2009-02-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

I will not be updating my blog unless there's any special moment happening. For now, there's nothing that happened in my life lately. Just busy with tarian and school. Homeworks had been given almost every single day. January have past so fast and here comes the month of February and soon it will end to a new month. I have nothing much to say now. I don't know why but I feel like I can't wait for school :S

♥

2009-01-22T20:45:00.003+08:00

I knew that I haven't been updating my blog for quite a long time. I am pretty busy with my school now. Homework's been coming to me almost everyday and I have my tarian practise three times a week and I have been coming home late for this three days. Once I reached home, I get too tired and super duper lazy to update the dusty blog of mine. School's had been super tiring nowadays. I'm getting stressful with my subjects, especially math. I'm so confuse with the fomular plus the teacher teaching method is not that good. I didn't understand her teaching method that much. I am now getting help on my math from my previous math teacher,which is good. Atleast there's someone that willing to teach us math.

I am down with a teribble irritating cough. It had been few day I had this cough. I just had my PMS yesterday and its killing me. I cried in the class as the pain its like so painful that I can't take it anymore. I called my brother for help to pick me up after school and he agreed! It was my first time riding on his bike and its feel greaaat! I was too sick yesterday, I am donw with a little fever too. It is really really killing me :S

Tomorrow is chinese new year celebration and I'm helping out the malay dance to prepare. Which means, I will not be in class the whole day. There was suppose to have four subject before the concert but I will not be there :D

♥

2009-01-07T19:10:00.003+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday JM!

I hope you heard my voice when I called you just now. Yesterday, you've wish me and now its my turn, hehe. I wanna thank you for the friendship since the day I met you till now. I'll never forget the memories that had happened between me, you and the others. I hope we will get to see each other again. I miss you and the rest alot. I wish you all the best for the future and send my regards to your friends. I hope you had a great time on your birthday today (:

I also wanna thanks the some of my friends from the philippines that had called me and wish me one by one. That was totally awesome. I felt so great after each one of you wish me. I'm sorry if I didn't recognise your voices. I do not know who was there, but just wanna say a big thanks to you guys. * hugs *

I enjoyed on my birthday yesdayter, A-L-O-T. I went to celebrate it with Nana Kambing, Njaaay and Sasha. We headed to Pizza Hut at lot 1 to celebrate it. This was like the best birthday ever that had happened. Firstly, Nana K. , Sasha went out of the pizza hut and I know there must be something fishy going on but I just kept quiet. So, just left me and Njaaay. We talked and crack jokes alot. After awhile, they came back with a normal faces. I was puzzled. I just let it go and continue talking to all of them. Meanwhile, after a long chit-chatting, suddenly I heard the people from the pizza hut singing a birthday song for me and I was shocked, embarass somehow and speechless. I make a wish and blew the candle out. It was totally a great feeling. I wanna thanks all of you that had spend time on my birthday yesterday. * hugs * ps, thanks sasha for the crumpler wallet, I like! (:

Thanks to everyone that had given me a birthday wish and present. I appreciate it alot. I will repay it when your birthday arrives (: and Happy Belated Birthday to Kak Nasuha too (: Same birthday as mine. :D There's still alot of people I'm waiting for thier present, hahaha.

To Mr Mary, " Thanks alot eh for the present. It is such a memorable birthday present ever. Hope that CHICKEN STOCK CUBE that you gave, help alot eh. GRRR :S

I can't for this Saturday! (:

♥

2008-12-29T14:11:00.018+08:00

Batam trip pictures :D and I met Pasha ( ungu ) in person. It was great. They stayed at the same hotel Pacific Palace and of course I took a picture of him together. It was the third day when I saw him, hehe. Anyway, we stayed at the hotel as mentioned above. The hotel was like a star criuse ship. It was nice and beautiful. We saw a small fireworks and its really close to us. I got snap a picture of it. I went there for three days and two nights and I really enjoy every single moment of it. Now, let the picture do some talking. :D

4 months old, haha!

This is the hotel, Pacific Palace. awesome!

Yummeh donut, Tiramisu.

Cute isn't it? haha.

* grin * I like.

Enjoy!

2008-12-16T21:33:00.008+08:00

Syabil and Isyraq

They are both my lovely nephew. Isyraq, my new born nephew. He was just born yesterday,151208. They are both brothers. Aren't they adorable? hehe. I can't wait to see the baby soon.

2008-12-12T19:56:00.002+08:00

Muhammad Hisyam Bin Sa'aban ♥

I wanna wish him a very Happy 20th Birthday! See that picture of him? Isn't the cat face and him the same? yeah yeah? hahaha. Alright, he is my second brother. A little bit of irritating and annoying, hehe. I find this picture of him, kinda cute with him smilling with his teeth. Anyway, he is still single and available, anyone? haha. A little discription of him okay. He is somehow short, almost same height with me ;) He works part-time at McDonald Teck Whye as a delivery guy. Schooling at ITE Dover. The different of age between me and him is six years different and that's the reason my face and him doesn't looks the same. He videotape me sleeping and captured my face while I was sleeping a few days ago, so rudeeee kan? grr. I guess I'll stop here. There's a little celebration that gonna happen tomorrow.

Happy 20th Birthday!

♥

♥

2008-12-07T00:14:00.004+08:00

I'm at home alone right now. Jyeah, parents went out, same goes with my two brothers. Verrrry Borrrrrrring :S

2008-12-01T22:52:00.001+08:00

I hate holidays.

2008-11-28T18:09:00.003+08:00

I realised the real me. I know myself true. I envy the others who had a good life that could enjoy without hesitation. Being at home every single day, was not a good feelings. I tried my best to enjoy it without anyone by my side. I miss the old time where there's always a laughter like almost everyday. Showing care and love towards each other. The only thing I need the most is a better life ahead, that's all.

I am now trying to lose some weight. I have not been eating rice since three days ago. I only ate a bread with a kaya flavouring, only that. I hope I could lose weight some time. However, I do not have any appetite to eat much now, I only ate a little.

I have gone through alot this year. Quite a number of a memorable moment that could not be erase from my mind. I wish I could turn back time and experience it again, but I know I can't. I started to become a better person this year. I had done alot of mistakes throughout this fourteen years of life and I regret it. Whenever I think back, it is such a waste. How I wish I could realised it earlier than this. Its the time to change.

I dream of Jessica Alba yesterday :S

♥

2008-11-26T14:04:00.004+08:00

What is your wallpaper on your computer?
- My name :)

How many television do you have in your house?
- I have 3

Are you right-handed or left handed?
- Right-handed

Have you ever had anything removed from your body.
- Nothing

What is the last item you lifted?
- My handphone

Have you ever been knocked down?
- No

BULLSHITOLOGY

If it were possible,would you want to know the day that you will die?
- Yes and No.

If you could change your name,what would you change it to?
- I don't want to change. I like my name.

What colour would you think looks best on you?
- Black I guess

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
- Nope.

DAREOLOGY

Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100?
- Maybe.

Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut of for $200,000?
- Oh nope, crazy.

Would you never blog again for $50,000?
- With pleasure.

Would you posed naked in a magazine for $250,000?
- Oh please, No.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
- Maybe.

Would you,without fear of punishment,take a human life for $1,000,000?
- I'm an angel * grin *

Dumbology

What is in your left pocket?
- Nothing.

Is napoleon dymainte actually a good film?
- Never watched it before.

Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
- Carpet.

Do you sit or stand in the shower?
- Lie down, nahh, I stand.

How many pairs of flip-flops did you own?
- I guess I have 2

Last body who texted you?
- Md Zulhilmi

Last person who called you?
- My father

Person you hugged?
- My mum :D

Favouritology!

Number?
- 5

Season?
- perhaps winter.

Colour?
- Barney purple.

Currentology

Missing someone?
- Yes.

Mood?
- In pain, PMS is the caused.

Listening to?
- The aeroplane outside.

Watching?
- The screen

Worrying about?
- About my class next year.

Wearing?
- T-shirt and shorts.

Randomology

First place you went this morning?
- Living room.

What can you not wait to do?
- Waiting for my mum to bring my donut home :D

Do you smile often?
- Sometimes.

Are you a friendly person?
- Very ;D

Now that you answer all the questions,
list three other people to complete this quiz

I tag...
1) Zulhilmi
2) Wannah
3) Anyone who wants to do it :D

2008-11-25T14:58:00.003+08:00

I don't care anymore.
I'm gonna stay silent now.

2008-11-25T13:18:00.002+08:00

The essence of all beauty, I call love, the attribute, the evidence, and end, the consummation to the inward sense of beauty apprehended from without, I still call love. the light of love, the purity of grace, the mind, the Music breathing from her face, the heart whose softness harmonized the whole and, oh, the eye was in itself a Soul.

2008-11-24T18:30:00.006+08:00

I deleted my last post as I feel that there's a mess in it. Alright, I know that I have not been updating my blog for quite awhile but here now, let me update a little before it get too dusty. I just change my blogskin but I am not sure weather I am sticking to this skin or not, depends. I have been so busy over the past few weeks. I had done wit my tarian practice and now I kept rotting at home doing nothing. Life had been so bored this days. I kept doing the same thing everyday. I just realised that I have cut down on using the computer. Either I use it when necessary or when I get too bored at home. Mostly likely I spent my time watching the television and have a good afternoon rest. I just had my room clean two days ago and my room are sparkling new with the aroma smell of the strawberry that I have put it. Overall, I had two big plastic bag after clean up. ( must be full of rubbish, hehe )

will update more if there's a interesting thing that happened in my life lately.

Happy Birthday Trista!

2008-11-05T19:53:00.012+08:00

; Its not the beauty of the soul that matters, but it is the heart.

If I had given an opportunity to explore the world, I would want to go to Hawaii. The reason is because I admire the wonderful beach there. The waves of desire in the world-ocean are intoxicating wine. The sea-reach of the Thames stretched before us like the beginning of an interminable waterway. In the offing the sea and the sky were welded together without a joint, and in the luminous space the tanned sails of the barges drifting up with the tide that seemed to stand still in red clusters of canvas sharply peaked, with gleams of varnished sprits. Feeling those cool seawater would just have a pleased feeling to swim in the wide open ocean. The dream that would never happen that will always keep this adolescent daughter to keep moving forward towards the future by not giving up in everything she do.

Have you ever thought how beautiful God's creation is in this world? I do. I knew that we will only be in this world for awhile and the other world will awaits you. I have always love the nature sight-seeing in the world. The most proberly I had only seen it in Singapore, Malaysia and Philippines.The beautiful sunset that I have seen was such a amazing background. The countless stars in the ravishing night sky was all the good image of the word call nature. Climb the mountains and get their good tidings. Nature's peace will flow into you as sunshine flows into trees. The winds will blow their own freshness into you, and the storms their energy, while cares will drop off like autumn leaves. Everybody needs beauty as well as bread, places to play in and pray in, where nature may heal and give strength to body and soul.

My dream was to become an air-stewardess. Where I could travel around the world and feel what it feels like being in other world. Knowing the people in other country and I could have friends in each country that I have gone too. I had this aunty that I could say that she had travelled to most of the country with her husband. They had no child and that explain why this couple have travelled alot. Eveytime I went to her house, it is full of souvenirs from each country that they had gone too. I wish to follow them on a holiday someday. :D

Goodnight ♥

2008-11-04T20:52:00.005+08:00

; The night walked down the sky with the moon in the sky.

Muhammad Syafiq Bin Sa'aban ♥

I would like to wish him a very happy birthday to my brother here. He is the most irritating brother I ever had. I cannot stand with his irritating-ness. He is a little kind at a times but not so much. He love to distrub people, especially me. Plus, shocking people till they shout out loud, my mum. He is twenty two years old now but somehow he act like a kid. Its hard seeing him at homes nowadays as he is always out. Although we stay in the same roof, I hardly saw him. Which is good, because less disturbing by him. Try living with him and you will be a mad women. I have been through with all his attitude and its killing me. Anyways, he is not so bad looking sometimes. :D Happy Birthday!

ps ; his birthday was on 2nd November.
late wishes, hehe.

Goodnight ♥

2008-10-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

I am pretty much busy with my CCA now regards to SYF are coming. Tarian had been such a tiring practice but I still love it. I had a whole lot of practice this month till I do not have much time to update my blog here, as I am too tired when I got home. I really hope to get choosen for SYF as this is my one and only opportunity to participate in this event. I had my focus on every steps that had been taught and been working hard with it. Somehow, I always had a great time during tarian. Jokes here and there but of course I get serious when dancing it. A few months away and that's it, SYF.

I had to be in school early in the morning tomorrow as there's Regent Open House. I need to help out with something. I better get some rest now. My eyes are too tired to type. I even felt asleep awhile just now. I need some energy for tomorrow.

Goodnight. ♥

2008-10-24T15:13:00.004+08:00

twothreeeeeeeee ♥

After one year of being together as one class, twothree , it had come to an end. We gonna be separated to a different class next year. I really miss being in this class. Of all the problems we had face, it finally come to and end. I knew that we drive teacher away till they got pissed with our class. We were still the happy class among the sec two's. I never regret having all of you as my classmates because you people are the bestest. All the laughter and the party with our form teacher and more, I will always cheerish it. To those who had to retain, all the best to you but I hope there isn't. The last day in school was such a memorable day with the class. I wish all of you a wonderful holiday and goodluck for next year. ♥

Last day in school.

♥

2008-10-22T18:12:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
NANA KAMBING ♥

I wish you a very happy birthday. I hope that this year's birthday celebration would be the best for you. I never forget those memories that we have fun together within this year. All those meet-ups plus sharing up stories, gossiping was the best part of the meet-up. I would love to have such a great day again. Its gonna be the last year for you in regent and I hope that we will still have commnuication after you gradute. You have been the best sister I ever knew. Once again, a very happy birthday! *hugs*

♥

2008-10-16T15:58:00.002+08:00

Class 2-3 '2008

Formal

Informal

Funshot.

It had been great being in this class somehow. Although, this class had made alot of mistakes but we still united as one. I know that a lot of teachers hate this class because of our bad behaviour. I sometimes do hate being in this class but thereis always a fun part in it. We have been through our ups and down. Problems came one by one and go away. It is hard to handle this class, I know. Our noise level are too high till it irritates many teacher off. Some of the teacher have patience with our class, which is good. It is really hard to focus in the class but somehow, I made it. I had a great time being in this class sometime. I hope we all will get promoted to sec three. i wish you guys all the best (:

Alright, I am quite happy with my eam result. I passed seven subject and fail one which is history. I fail by ten marks. I hope to get into a good class next year. God willing. Its the last lesson today and it is the start of the post-exam activity tomorrow onwards till the last day of school, I think. It is a promotion day on monday and there's no school for us. Its where all the teacher will determin that we could promote to sec three or not. Gosh, I'm scared. :S

♥

2008-10-10T15:29:00.002+08:00

5 years old

Alright, I am done with end of year examinations. The paper just end today which is art. I do not use paint this time but colour pencil indeed. I thought I cannot finish colour the background but I did. My yellow colour pencil now had become shorter (super short) due to keep sharp and sharp. Its because I use yellow for my art background. I do not know weather I had done my best for my art but all I could say was I am satisfied with my final piece of my art work. I even finish faster than those the ones that using paint. The reason I use colour pencil this time is because I want to do some shading of colours together. I am not quite good by using paint to do it, so yeah.

Friendship is the only cement that will ever hold the world together. Friendship is lways a sweet responsiblity, never a opportunity. It is easier to forgive and enemy than to forgive a friend. True friends are like star ; you can only reconise them when it's dark around you. A good deed is never lost; he who sows courtesy reaps friendship and he who plans kindness gathers love. The only way to have a friend is to be one. True friends visit us in prosperity only when invited, but in adversity they come without invitation. There is a magnet in your heart that will attract true friends. That magnet is unselfishness, thinking of others first. When you learn to live for others, thay will live for you. Friendship means everything to the people in the world.

♥

2008-10-07T17:35:00.003+08:00

On the day of the Cultural Night.

I was dancing the Philppine traditional dance ' Sua Ku Sua.
Oh I miss dancing it.

Alright, regards of end of year examinations, I do not have the chance to update my dusty blog here. I am still in the process of finishing all the exams paper. I still have three more papers to go and I'm done with it. Most of the important papers had gone except for math which is tomorrow. I am still learning the formula by hard just now. I hope with my spirit towards my learning, I will archive something good. I want to pass in all of my subject but talking about the paper just now, I do not think I could. The science paper was a little hard as you know I hate physics. Atleast I could answer some question in chemistry and some in physics part. I hope everything everything will turn out well.

I left with my math, literature and my art paper. I want everything to end fast so that I could relax my mind and not stress about learning for the time being. My math properties are beside me waiting for me to touch them. I have learn a little just now and I guess I need to learn more. From what I heard, the paper one is more tougher than paper two and I only got one hour and fifteen minute to finish it. Phew, I hope everything gonna turn out well for tomorrow's paper.

I had gone quite a number of houses for Hari Raya and my collection is getting bigger and bigger. I still got many houses to go to for this weekend. I could enjoy myself well to celebrate it as exams are over. But I got too face the concequences when I come back to school on tuesday and look at my exams result. :S

One of the things I keep learning is that the secret of being happy is doing things for other people. You can never be happy at the expense of the happiness of others. Happiness itself does not stay -- only moments of happiness do. The purpose of life is not to be happy – but to matter, to be productive, to be useful, to have it make some difference that you have lived at all. Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life. Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed. Happiness is not having what you want, but wanting what you have.

♥

2008-10-01T08:31:00.001+08:00

Alright.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. (:

2008-09-29T16:37:00.003+08:00

; I saw him a few times and it got me thinking of the past.

I'm at home, alone now. I've been listening to some tune till I went asleep for one hour. When I woke up, I'm a still alone at home, in fact now. I don't know where my parents had gone too. They did not even give me a call saying where are they. I've been alone at home since I came back from school two hours ago. Talking about school, I just had my malay exams just now and overall it was an okay paper. Not so hard nor too easy. Two papers down and five more to go.

Its a half day tomorrow regards to the eve of Hari Raya. Its just two days away and its the occasion. It happened so fast and I can't believe that its Hari Raya in two days time. Oh I'm glad that its coming to an end of the fasting month. People says that I've lost weight but I'm not pretty sure to myself. I find it the same as last time. Anyways, I will just take that as a compliment. Atleast, there's a few out there who realised about me loosing some weight. *smiles*

I suddenly miss Akilla. The girl who my mum got takecare off last time. She's a big girl now and she does not even recognise me! *grr* Nevermind, I still regards her as my little sister though. I was crying badly when her mum take her away and will not be sending her here again. I felt terribly sick for two weeks, high fever etc. So bad isn't it? I still got her pictures with me and it got me crying. I miss having a little sister in the house. Whenever I got back from the house, I will call her name and she will run to the door, but now? the door is shut even when I came home. I seriously miss her ALOTTTTT. * sigh * Hope to meet her one day (:

2008-09-26T18:22:00.004+08:00

It was the cooling hour, just when the rounded Red sun sinks down behind the city of Manila, Which then seems as if the whole earth is bounded, Circling all nature, hush'd, and dim, and still, With the far mountain-crescent half surrounded On one side, and the deep sea calm and chill Upon the other, and the rosy sky With one star sparkling through it like an eye.

I will be on hiatus till my EOY are done with. My last paper in on the 10th of October and its sill a long way to go. I just had my english paper one and two just now. Paper one is okay but paper two screwed up. I do not understand both of the comprehension but I hope I do not fail my paper two badly. I hope I will pass my english overall.

Oh next week is Hari Raya. The month of Ramadhan is coming to an end soon. I hope in this most precious month, all my sins are wash off. I can't fast till the end of this month. My pms just started two days ago which make my mood off. The cramp is too painful that I can't sleep untill I cry because its too painful. I'm glad that the pain had gone off the next day. Alright I will be back right after EOY examinations had done with. I will be posting sometimes, maybe (:

Takecare readers.

2008-09-23T20:31:00.003+08:00

So long as we are loved by others I should say that we are almost indispensable; and no man is useless while he has a friend.

I feel like taking about my friendship here. To be true, I like having friends who are older than me as they understand me more than a friend of the same age. I got the spirit to live life to the fullest regards to my friends who are older than me. They turn my life on and to set my new future ahead. I'm pleased to have meet them Without them, my life would have been tumble up. Its not that I don't like having friends of the same age but its just they do not understand me as what my older friends do. My friends does not know me well although we see each other in the class like every single day. Most of my secrets were shared between my older friends. They are the most trusted human being and I treat them as my own sister. They help me through my think and thin life. The rule of friendship means there should be mutual sympathy between them, each supplying what the other lacks and trying to benefit together, always using friendly and sincere words.

Njaaay and Nana Kambing, known as Naja Amirah and Hannah Maria, had been the bestest people around me. They help to give a good advice that worth everything. I'm glad to have know them for almost two years since I step into Regent last year. They are the one that kept me alive to plan my future ahead. They are here for me whenever I need them. I still remembered on my birthday this year, they planned everything, the birthday cake and all. I don't get this from my family but I got it from them. When they sang a birthday song for me, that's when I feel like crying but I hold back my tears. It touches my heart. There's not even a birthday cake from my family. Although the day had long past, but I could not forget the most memorable day. I love the both of you as my sister. Thanks for everything. Love love ♥

The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.

Loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves.

2008-09-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

I need a piece of mind. I want to release everything out of my mind. How I wish those dream to come true, I will be really glad and my life would be much happier than ever. I know that it won't happened because I don't have one. I dream of it every night I want to go to sleep as I know those dream won't happen in my life and it will never be. I cried sometimes thinking of this. How I wish to have one. I want to lead a happy life and live life to the fullest with the great people around me. I need them to guide me through this life. I really envy the others. I felt ashamed to go out and people seeing me in that but I must. I felt like crying my lungs out here and shout out loud. The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart. In this most precious month, I hope the wish that I've said will be granted.

* tears *

2008-09-19T18:43:00.002+08:00

This was taken during Cultural Night
Ji-ann.

First things first, I wanna wish her a very Happy Sixteen Birthday! I hope everything is going pretty well down there. I wish you all the best in everything. I hope that we will see each other again one day and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna give you a big big hug. Its the most precious present for me to have a friendship with you. You have been the best of all the best. The VivoCity outing was our knowing with each other and our friendship bonding was fast. I still remember that you was the first girl I saw when I went to the Philippines at that time. I hope you are doing well with the exam or neither the thesis paper. Once again A very Happy Birthday to you! and here's a lovely poem just for you,

Roses Are Red,
Violets Are Blue,
My Lovely Ji-Ann,
A Very Happy Birthday To You

Alright, takecare.

Loves,
eeka.

2008-09-17T18:32:00.002+08:00

; you kept me alive with your beautiful words.

Alright, I'm pretty much busy nowadays. My art prep work had started. There's still alot more to draw and I need to complete it before ten October arrived. That is the date of my art exam. I'm not going to post that much this week nor next week. As you all know that, my exam is just next friday. A few more days to go. It is gonna be English paper one and two. I'm not that ready for my end of yeat exams as I still do not understand the topic that had been taught especially my science. I don't understand physics that much and physics is taking up sixty percent of the paper. I need to buck up.

I could understand my math eventually. My math had no problem with it as I atleast could understand the fomular for solving it. Altough its kinda confusing, but I tried to be on task and totally focus to studies. I'm glad that I'm okay with my math.

I've completed five drawings for my art prep work which is great. I kept doing my art whenever there's a free period. As maybe I'm taking art as my one of the subject for next year, I need to do well in art and get the best marks to take art next year. There's a lot more of a few drawings and colouring to be drawn. I don't know when will I complete everything. I still haven't print my art pictures yet. Anyone have a printer here? :B I choose the topic " pocket " for my art which was kinda easy but with a big mindmap and a lot of words that had been write, I don't know what picture to draw. I've only chose two picture in my list which was a butterfly and a flower. Still had a lot of things to do. ChupChup.

Its the seventeen day of the Ramadhan and I've fast through out this fifteen days. I own two days of fasting and that makes me fast for only fifteen days. I hope it will goes on well for the next thirteen days of the fasting month. Exams gonna be in our festival day, hari raya. I hope that my exams will be smoothly done by ten october and I will be glad to relax right after that. I will be on a little hiatus for this few days and will be back maybe after my exam or before that.

Takecare. ♥

2008-09-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

; Its because of you.

I got back nearly at seven just now. I got my tarian practice today which was super tiring but I had fun laughing non-stop with that hyper just now and even that zulhilmi, hitting my but so hard just now, grr. By the way we are now focusing on SYF steps which will be around end of March nest year. I want to perform on SYF but I don't know weather I got the chance to be in it. There's only twelve places available. If there's boys, it will be six boys and six girls. There's more than six senior and I bet they will occupy the place but not us. I really hope to take part in this SYF. I will be glad if I could make it. Its my one and only chance.

I'm not going to China on this November. The cost its too high and even my edusave can't save it all. Its was kinda a heartbreaking as I want to travel to other country somehow but its just not my luck. I bet it gonna be a fun journey there after hearing what the things they gonna do there. I hope I could share the fun too but its okay. I was all eager at first of going to China but my heart sank after seeing the cost right after minus my edusave money, its still high. My mum even say not to go as its too expensive but I really wanna go! Atleast I've gone to the Philippines this year which was the greatest experience ever. I miss all the moment when I'm there.

My math teacher was still not in school since the term four starts. I wonder where she go. My class had not been learning math this week. There's always relief teacher coming in. I wish she's not out of this school. She's the best math teacher ever. I was happy that I got a distinction for my math as I always fail my math in a past few years. The lowest I got is around twenty something and the full marks is one hundread. Could you believe that? I really not that good in math last time but now, I think I kinda like this subject and wanting to learn a new topics. Come back soon Ms Tho.

Takecare Readers ♥

2008-09-09T20:06:00.004+08:00

; one two three

I'm really pissed with my class today. I don't seem to understand what they really want. They love to talk alot in the class and make a lot of noise. Can't they just see that exams are getting near in about three weeks? Don't you guys wants to promote to sec three? If you guys don't want, how about just be a little quiet for the ones who wants to be promoted to sec three alright. If you want, then shut up your mouth in the class and pay attention. That will be nice if you guys do so. It will be a pleasant thing. I can learn peacefully in the class and the others too. Alright alright?

Exams are in three weeks. Since the term four starts, quite a number of teachers didn't attend school which makes a relief teacher came in. The class was as per normal, make a lot of noise in the class. Its acceptable as its just a relief teacher. My math and english teacher was not in school in this two days. I hope they will come back to school tomorrow.

2008-09-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to forget you but I can't. Its hard because you was the first.

Its the end of the September break. The days past so fast. I can't wait to go to school to see the different of my classmates. I want to see how my class will bear with the new form teacher. I hope everything will goes off well. I hope there's a change in the attitude on each one of them. I want a peaceful environment in the class so that I can concentrate well of what the teacher is teaching. I need a change in myself. I want to throw my bad habits far away and change myself to a better person. God willing.

Back to school people

2008-09-05T17:26:00.003+08:00

; You will always be in my heart,

Oh I had a ghost story marathon today with Nana Kambing through msn and its really scared me off. We shared alot of ghost stories which makes my hair stands. We shared about our encounters with the ghost in the school nor outside. I get all scared to myself. Eventually, my house area is quite creepy here. Alot of ghost stories had been heard around my area even myself had encounter before. All those ghost storied that had been shared between me and her really turns me on. I felt a little scared of going to the toilet just now but its fine. As you know, my area gonna be very quiet when night strikes. Plus, there's an old army camp beside my house and I can see it through my window now. Its old, dirty and scary looking army camp. Its too quiet there. Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I accidently laid my eyes on that army camp and its scared me off. We both were feeling scary just now and its alright now. I had a fun-scary ghost story sharing today. Chupchup.

School gonna open in a few days time and I've not done any of my homeworks. I'm gonna start it tomorrow and finish all of it. Exams are coming and I'm not really that ready for everything. I hope I can bear with it well. Its just the matter of time.

I kept blowing bubbles to the air every minute I saw the bottle. Its really fun whenever you're in a boring mode. Especially when there's kids playing at the playing. When I blow the bubble, the kids seems to play with it but they don't know where the bubble came from. I hide myself when they searching for it.

Its the fifth day of Ramadhan now and its going well.

2008-09-02T15:40:00.004+08:00

: Let us just be good friends. (:

Its the month of Ramadhan now and I've not started my fasting yet due to something. I will start fasting tomorrow. I don't wish to skip my fasting but I've got no other choice. I own two days of fasting. I want to get thin during this month as I starting to grow fats last month. Its happened so fast that it is the nine month now and next month gonna celebrate Hari Raya. I can't wait for that. Celebrate from house to house with peace and respect for each other. Giving blessing and sorry to one another. That was the part when water started to come out from the eyes, crying. Especially our parents, mum. They sure gonna burst out into tears whenever we started to shake thier hands to ask them for forgiveness of our past mistake towards them.

I just had a helping hand at the kitchen just now together with my parents. Especially my dad, he looks cute helping my mum at the kitchen with he's sarong and songkok on, haha. I've done enough of helping from just now. I'm resting now, blogging? I guess. My father is stil in the kitchen now frying the potatoes. With he's uniform as mention above still, haha.

This September break was rather dull. I've been at home all day long and staring at the computer screen. My father had a one week off from work. While my mum, is working every single day. I had my room clean up nicely yesterday. Its gonna look new soon before Hari Raya arrive. My room gonna painted purple soon. I'm still wondering of choosing harmonious purple or lime fizz? Both of these colour looks absolutely great. Most likely I will choose purple. Its like atlast!, my room gonna be painted with colours rather than the colour now. Its the colour white plus a countless small little green spot everywhere. My father had promised since last year but now than he granted his promised.

I hurt my elbow when I put my hand on the window rail. My elbow got cut and its quite long and deep. Firstly, I didn't realised that there will be blood because its just a window rail. After awhile, I felt something at my elbow. When I looked at it, there's blood coming out of it. My elbow had two cuts but its somehow painful whenever its touches by water. Its starting to be a dark sky now. Maybe its gonna rain soon. Toodles (:

2008-08-29T18:02:00.004+08:00

Ms Tho ♥

Everything when well as planned somehow. We ordered pizza hut. There's four pizza altogether but its not enough. Some people are too greedy to take more than one pizza or the chicken. I could just only ate one pizza and one chicken which is enough for myself. Sadly, my class gonna change a form teacher, which is one of our discipline teacher. I really hope that she will takecare good care of the class properly while my form teacher is away for two weeks. I've had the most wonderfullest two form teacher but sadly they gonna gone for two weeks. Only one will come back to the school but not the other one. I will just wish all the best for both of my teachers. A Happy Teacher's Day to the both of you :D

I got my report book back just now and a widely smile appeared at my face. I'm really happy with my results. I'm glad that I've done it better than last time. Last time was such a rubbish marks which I don't even want to look at it back again. Its really bad but now I love to look at it over and over again. Especially my math, I was amazed that I got a better marks than before. * grin* ; ps, that's my math teacher at the top :D

The celebration was not so great. Almost the entire concert was a band performances. I get too bored about it till it pissed my mood down. There's a dance performance at the last part of the show, which was great. Right after the concert, I head on the the amphi theatre for the small little party for the both of my teacher. I felt great after planing all this thing but somehow there's some unexpected things happens but its fine.

Its starting of the holiday and fasting month is next week. I can't fast the first day as regards to something. Its gonna be a all day at home holiday unless my parents are going out. I will update more on this holiday. Oh I miss Njaaay and Nana Kambing ♥